cant

i cant.type animore.

but. i have to get it off.

my fingers.

sent my sis to the doc themoment.

i hit home.

fever.

gastric flu.

and chills.

after the doc.

she collapsed from chills beside the car...

crawled in.

drove her home.holding the lil shivering hand.

supported her up the stairs.

and.helped her get over.

her hyperventilation.

makes you afraid of losing people close to you.

and for that moment.

i felt the fear.again.and again.

juz like when dad fell ill.juz like when the other sis fell ill.

deep.

within.

don't wanna see anione of u go.

so dont go.

we all love one another yes?

all these after 9-830 at school.

its beautiful.

stones are beautiful.

im beautiful.

nvm.

will sleep after putting the sis to sleep.

signing off.