leaving things behind

its a lazy sunday afternoon.
juz got back from.

sending my family to lunch.
sending one sis to her pet grooming lessons.
picking up one mums friend.
dropping one mum friend and mum at harbourfront.
dropping everyone home.
then leave in 20 mins to send one sis.
and one charcoal to the asian aerospace for a briefing.

think i juz found a reason to slack in bed.
and not study.
sigh. feeling highly unmotivated of late.
this realli can't continue.
and the flu's not helping.

aniwae.
i wonder.

its about time to start living for myself again.
now that some things are coming to a close.
hurr... what would life be like.
when. i can afford to be less accountable.
and less restrained.
much more financially able.
and able to work out the ideas ive always had.
and say things i normally wouldnt.
and do things i normally wouldnt.
w/o reprise.

its time to leave everything behind.


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